Arini...ai nk cite psl kisah ai mengandungkan Nuhaa...bayangkan, lepas anak dah kuar, baru nk cite psl perjalanan pregnancy yg kedua tu!!!! KEDUSH UMMIE!!!! (adeiii....) --> i was busy ok!!! (huh, alasan!!)
ok, here's the story...
kami tak expect langsung dgn 2nd pregnancy ini...konon, budget "selamat" la guna natural protection (do i have to spell it?? paham2 je lah!! ) *blushing sendiri* yerlah, lagipun ai breastfeed Aqeef kan....wpun period ai dah dtg blk, tp die xkonsisten...so tade hal lah!!!
then, susu ai makin kurang....makin kurang....makin kurang..i blame it ke atas stress keje...siap amik milk booster ok!! tp xjalan gak...
then my period dah stop dtg...ai dah mula risau...duk bising2 kt hubby...hubby suh buat pregnancy test...
bila buat test tu je, ai nampak double line kt test pen tu...tp stupidly gi tanye hubby "double line ni...positif ek?" bila hubby kate ye, baru rasa pening jap....macam xcaya pn iye gak...tp still terima dgn redha...
part sickness & pemakanan
Alhamdulillah, dgn Nuhaa, ai tade sickness langsung..sekali je muntah dlm kete, odw nk blk rumah, sbb tensen boss ai call suh patah blk ofc buat keje... (agagagaga....seb baik ada plastik dlm kete ok!!!)
part pemakanan, dgn Nuhaa ai prefer minum susu dutch lady strawberry setiap pagi...dulu asek minum full cream milk. dgn Nuhaa, i need the sugar bebeh!!!
breakfast is a must...& in between meals, ai mkn coklat Crunchies.. (yee...sgt manis....but i loike!!! --> seb baik x kene diabetes ok!!)
lunch time, i need HEAVY lunch....xmen arr mkn sket2...tp ade skali tu, terlalu canggih sgt HEAVY lunch ai, ai blasah 2 askem cone sorg2 kt cube....& i tell u....HEAVEN!!!~ >_<
dinner?? ai masak every night...dari awal sampai sblm ai bersalin...since hubby suke home-cooked meal, & ai pn prefer masak utk hubby, so ai masak je la...& mkn dgn gembiranya...
tade preference dari awal...cuma masa dh nk bersalin tu, ada 2 cravings je - roti planta, & kuih koci....hahhaha....sgt melayu ok!!! bila dpt tu....PERGHHHH!!!! hingga menjilat jari lah....hehehe...
part nk bgtau family members
dgn mak ai, no problem...hubby direct je bgtau....mak ai pnye reaction?? "kesian kat Aqeef..." tu je die jawab!!! -_-
dgn my in-laws, kitorg bgtau sgt lmbt...bila dah 6 bln kot...sbb perut ai kecik, & bila balik Subang, sure pkai baju longgar, so xdela nampak sgt kn...
ai bgtau my MIL dulu....as usual, my MIL mmg cool orgnyer..so die diam je....my FIL?? hahahaha....die terkejut!!!! but i don't blame him actually...kitorg je yg "segan" nk bgtau awal2....hehehe...
the rest of both family members?? dorg menerima dgn terbuka...hehe...
part breastfeeding & Aqeef
bila Aqeef 7 bulan, i have no choice but to stop breastfeed him. sbb bila ai pump pn, xsampai 1 oz pn..& my stock pn dah habis...so terpaksa la mengaku kalah....
agak MELO (melodramatic) jugakla time nk stop breastfeed tu...drama air mata, etc... (i blame it on the hormones yeah)
but even Aqeef dah stat his formula milk, die still nk suckling jugak mlm2...he needs the comfort i tell u....
Oh, bdw..Aqeef starts off with S26 milk...then kitorg tuka dgn Dumex (sbb lg murah, plus Aqeef pn tade mslh dgn tuka2 susu neh.. --> thanks syg sbb tlg Abah & Ummie), & bila kuar iklan Wardina promote guna Anmum sbb tade gula tambahan dlm susu, ai pn tuka Aqeef minum Anmum skrg neh...(even though Aqeef dah breastfeed blk, tp during day time, i prefer to give him his formula milk...easier...)
part Aqeef & adik
Aqeef tau yg dia bakal dapat adik..dari saat perut ai dah stat memboooolaat...die dah stat main2 dgn adik dia...duk cium la..duk tendang la..(i am not exaggerating ok!!) duk main la..
& bila Abah away to offshore, sllu kitorg akan keluar gi shopping sama2..& Aqeef akan behave...sgt baik...xsusahkan ai langsung....CUMA!!!! sbb Aqeef dah makin berat, ai yg tak larat nk dukung dia....the rest?? all good. Alhamdulillah...
part physical, emosional, spiritual, & mother-baby bonding
to tell u the truth, dgn Nuhaa...ai kurang sket study psl pregnancy..(budget dah tau la konon..sbb baru last year deliver kan..)
& masa mmg kurang....terlalu busy dgn kerja, office politics & personal problems yg buat ai emotionally drained, sampai ai kurang sket mengaji utk Nuhaa...but ai make sure at least ai mengaji 1 page utk Nuhaa everyday....itu je yg ai mampu....
& ai kurang jugak berckp dgn Nuhaa compared to Aqeef....yeah, same lame excuse...no time... (PANGGG!!!! tampar diri sendiri - i am to blame here, i know) dulu masa dgn Aqeef, almost everytime akn ckp dgn die...tgh jln ke, tgh buat keje ke...sampai jiran sblh cube ai ckp ai ni suke ckp sorg2...tp dgn Nuhaa?? ai borak dgn Nuhaa masa driving pegi & blk keje, & masa lepas solat...tu je....isk isk isk... (Ummie tgh counter blk ni Nuhaa.....kn Ummie dah sllu borak dgn Nuhaa skrg??? hehehe... --> sindrom org yg bersalah)
physical?? i tot i get it right this time. budget xmo jadi mcm Aqeef dulu...kene wheelchair bound. so ai start my phisiotherapy early..siap buat hidrotherapy lagi...nk kuat kaki..& yes, i feel great during the pregnancy...every week gi jln TAR shopping, siap gi urut kaki, urut badan, etc....tp mane la ai tau, Nuhaa nk kasi surprise....(kes premature contraction tu) so in the end, i am wheelchair bound again....sungguh temporary OKU..
so, itulah kisahnya....tadelah ape yg spesel pn kn?? ;p
Disclaimer: entry ni utk ai ekceli...to remind myself tentang kisah mengandungkan Nuhaa....sbb byk sgt urat putus time deliver aritu, tendency utk jadi pelupa semakin tinggi...so, please excuse this noob lady...hehehe...
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