its been a while since i've updated my blog...tahlah, xla busy mane...cume tade mase nk update, n tade hati nk menaip...
quick updates.
1. dah gi for 2nd check-up. this time abi was around. we were so happy to see our baby dah formed - dah nampak kepala, tgn, kaki, tulang belakang..ahaha...sgt hepi..abi was speechless, n sampai lupe nk amik gmbr (even though mlm tu die dah beria2 caj camera) next check-up, ada possibility abi tade, so gi sendiri la jawabnyer...
2.melalui Ramadhan dengan penuh kepayahan, n keinsafan...kepayahan sbb aku sakit teruk, dgn gastrik, sakit kepala, etc...keinsafan, sbb barulah aku tau punyelah payah nk jadi mak ni...ingtkan senang2 gitu je nk dapat anak? chait! (im not trying to scare my single frens, but its d reality u have to face once ur prengnant). tu baru pregnant, blum lagi sampai time nk jaga baby tu lagi...hmm~ dugaan....cobaan...
3. melalui saat2 nk berhari raya dgn penuh kegembiraan...sbb raya agak meriah, despite all my sicknesess...on the 1st day of raya itself, penuh kegembiraan...gi tgk nenek abi, jumpe papa & adik (mama tade, gi Romania ada conference, xbalik lagi), then gi Kuala Selangor...kire ok la..happy mostly sbb beraya berdua dgn abi...hehehe...
4. contradicting to my happy hour during 1st day of raya, 2nd day of raya dgn "seronok"nyer jugak aku demam mlm tu...dahlah kat Banting time tu, dgn org ramai kat sane, sakit pulak tu...free2 dapat demam+selsema+batuk..xpasal2 beraya dgn penuh "bergaya" - tido je...
5. time balik KL raya ke-4, still demam lagi, so cuti raya dihabiskan dgn tido. Abi?? die men game, melepaskan kerinduan die pada PS3 nya...(jeles gak aku dgn bende alah tu..sbb Abi asek pandang skrin monitor die je..aku ni terbaring atas katil, tidak dipedulikan..tgh demam kan, so tidaklah begitu menarik perhatian kot-i presume) haha...tadelah!!! di hatinya aku masih yg paling comey...haha...perasan! ;p
6. sehat raya ke-6. tp xberapa nk sehat sgt la.....isnin aku sepatutnye masuk office, tp doc kat subang dgn gembiranya kasi aku MC 2hari, so abi pun dgn gembiranya bwk aku ke JB utk berehat kat sane....aku pun dgn gembiranya mengikut...heheh....
7. dah masuk office balik on thursday, sbb aku amik MC lagi on wednesday. this time kene diarrhea pulak. siryes, xtipu! masuk office je, trus rase nk cuti balik. keje berlambak2!!!! aku rasa cam nk resign time tu jugak!! hampeh tul org2 yg ade kat office, yg xleh nk buat keje....tataula ape yg dorg pk...nk kene tunggu instruction je, baru nk stat buat keje...klu aku tade, keje terbiar, xjalan!! panas2...
8. ultimate kepanasan - abi bgtau yg contract die dgn project skrg ni disambung utk lagi setahun!! mula2 die janji dgn aku, nk balik KL permanently by end of this year, tp ni tibe2 contract sambung pulak!! aku tau, i shud be thankful, sbb die cume kat JB, n xla jauh mane, tiap2 weken leh balik, dgn rezeki bertambah sket, etc....tp....tahlah...tgk org len yg hubby dorg hari2 ada bersama, esp time2 pregnant ni, terasa la jugak...dahlah kene wat sume bende sendiri, sorg2...tade emotional support, pastu die pulak tade...i know, i know, ade yg lagi teruk condition marriage dorg, esp kat ofis tu, ramai je yg long distance marriage, tp bahagia je..tp...aku tetap nk rasa sedih gak...n hopefully by esok, aku dah bertenaga balik nk lawan rasa2 mushy, penakut, lemah, yg tahpape tu....huhuhu...
see? dlm sebulan, how time changed my health condition, my pregnancy capacity, my feelings, even my life changed in 1 day.....sume tu dugaan.....kenelah sabar menghadapinya....
ingt nk share dgn korg gmbr baby, gmbr time raya, tp no mood to upload la...sorry guys...next time ya......
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