1st gyne visit

I had my first checkup last Tuesday, 25th August 2009..felt quite scared, and excited at the same time. part yg tabes, Abi tade to accompany me...

seb baik ade junior2 yg sgt syg padaku, so the Friday before that, Isma and Dayah (both of them are my cadet juniors, kebetulan keje sekali, what a nice coincidence!) then dorg offer diri utk temankan aku ke hospital....dorg tu, sweet sgt!!! siryes terharu gler..huhhu..

on that particular day, Dayah kene cancel, sbb die ade keje (since it is fasting month, so kitorg tade lunch...so understandable la...) so isma sorg je yg temankan, which is ok wif me...

so off we went to Prince Court..dah register, etc..then nurse timbang berat, height, amik urine sample, then barulah masuk bilik doctor...the doctor room felt really cosy once we stepped in...siryes rasa cam dlm bilik sendiri...cantik, simple and creative..full of her family pictures, and thank you cards from her patients...

masuk je, doctor tanye itu ini (soklan biasa), then baring kat katil, start the best part- scanning...time scan tu je, nampak mcm kantung (the womb), i felt very happy!! and ada small dots in it. doctor kate dats my baby...i felt like crying. then she said "lets hear its heartbeat" so doctor bukak volume, then i can instantly hear its heartbeat "dupdup, dupdup, dupdup.." at that moment, aku cume rasa 2 perasaan sahaja - wishing very much Abi was there with me, and rasa cam nak nangis, sbb hepi sgt...

then doctor ukur size of the baby, then she said it is quite small that it is supposed to be. my feelings instantly switched - happy to worried. doctor said its the size of a 5-6 weeks, not a 9 weekers. felt like crying again - tears of fears...then doctor kata not to worry, it happens..so she gave me hormone pills (progestrone) and folic acids, and to come back in 3weeks time for follow-up...

pas kuar bilik doctor, isma calmed me down, and we went back to office...then after taking the hormone pills, my headache slightly ok, tp still xlalu mkn lagi...

Hijreen (my colleague) told me that it is ok for pregnant ladies not to puasa, or to do the terawihs, as bearing a child, protecting it, and feeding it just to make sure its survival, dah diberi pahala yg sgt besar oleh Allah SWT....itu memang melegakan...

Islam is indeed the best, and Allah the Almighty is indeed the Greatest..

so, xkesahlah aku rasa sakit, rasa mual, rasa pening, rasa xlarat, rasa letih, etc..sbb aku sedang berusaha melahirkan seorg lagi umat Muhammad di dunia ni, dengan harapan anak ini akan menjadi Umat Muhammad yg sebenar...insyaAllah...so semua kesakitan ini, sangat berbaloi....

;o)