2nd March 2010
i parked my car kat masjid KLCC, since KL Convex tutup utk ade furniture fair nih...so kemain jauh jalan kaki nk gi ofis...lenguh, sakit, sume ade..and on that particular day, dgn busy kat office pasal hal keje yg xabis2 tu, pasal office politics yg abis2 nk jatuhkan org lain, im beginning to feel too exhausted...then t.hari pulak ada phisio session, then ada monthly check-up dgn Dr. Seri..so aku ckp kat teammates sume, after lunch aku tade ade appointment doctor, sume keje2 tu aku akan siapkan the next day...they all kata "ok, but make sure you can finish all these well trajectories by wednesday, so that we can run the analysis and get some results by friday" --> quoting Mr.Tan's exact words..
then dgn xsempat lunch (seb baik sempat bli roti), aku pn jln kaki lagi ke kete dlm keadaan panas terik (kaki dah sakit sgt2 dah time nih)..sampai hospital, gi phisio, Kak Neng kata kondisi aku dah kritical..die siap tolak aku pkai wheelchair gi jumpe Dr. Seri, Dr. Seri scan baby sume, then die trus suh masuk wad for intensive phisio...aku jadi konfius, a bit tercengang-cengang sbb sume pn mcm cepat sgt...tp ok je la...masuk je la wad...
turns out, my condition mmg teruk.... ;( - kaki xkuat dah nk jalan, all my muscles kat kaki and lower back bengkak2, my upper back muscles very tight, siap ade effect kat baby lagi...sbb bila Dr.Seri scan, tgk2 his growth dah xnormal..dia semakin kecik instead of semakin besar..and his weight pn baru 1.9kg for a 32weeks old baby...so not normal...then Dr.Seri bgtau sumthing yg buat aku rasa sgt takut: ada probability yg aku xleh nk bersalin normal sbb my pelvic bones dah penah patah dulu, so takut baby xmuat nk kuar..klu nk bersalin normal pn, she advice to induced, and pakai epidural. klu x, kene ceaser la jawabnyer..risau dan takut tu, Allah je la yg tau...so i accepted doctor's decision utk masuk wad...huhuhu...
i was warded for 10days..lame gak tu...the best part is, Abi balik dari Johor nk jaga aku kat hospital, bosses, friends, families came utk melawat and tanya khabar...plg best bosses la...dtg melawat, but at the same time tanye psl keje gak..isyh2....cam tade org len yg leh buat keje2 tu..(to be honest mmg tade pn) kesian gak la tgk dorg, tp nk wat camne kan?? hehe...
Dr. Seri kasi cuti sebulan terus! sampai delivery date..die xkasi bwk kete, xkasi jln jauh2, nk gi mane2 kene pkai wheelchair...so bermulalah episod temporary OKU ku...
intensive phisio & rehab 3x a week, on wheelchair almost all d time (siap pinjam wheelchair mok dari cik yan *peace*), and duk umah dgn misi menggemokkan badan utk menggemokkan baby juge..
20th March 2010
we have an appointment dgn Dr. Seri today. mcm waiting for our verdict, nk bersalin camne nih...huhhu...bila masuk je bilik Doc, die scan2 sume, then die kata ayat yg sama
Dr. Seri: "Shima, i try nk do it normally for u ya. kalau xboleh juga then baru kita ceaser. so i induce u dulu, kita tgk mcm mana. so u nk induce bila?"
i was like "what??"
tibe2 Abi pulak yg menjawab
Abi: "how soon can u induce her doc?"
Dr. Seri: "since she's only 34weeks now - i suggest early april would be a good week. tp jgn 1st April la..jadi April Fool's baby pulak nnt"
Abi: "Friday is a good day to deliver a baby, right Doc?"
Dr. Seri: "Right. So how about 2nd of April? klu u agree, i nk buat admitting form terus"
Abi: "2nd of April would be great. so admit bila Doc?"
Dr. Seri: "so u admit 1st April la, mlm ek..lagipun senang u nk balik dari johor, no rush kan..."
Abi: "Ok la kalau mcm tu.."
Dr. Seri: "Ok Shima, jgn takut2, insyaAllah everything will be fine for u. exercise byk2, apply everything Neng has told u and u'll be ok. So i'll see u on the 1st/2nd of April ya..."
I was silent throughout their conversation. xtau nk celah ape, nk tanye ape. sgt dup dap kat dlm hati neh, dgn baby yg duk tendang2 lagi la wat rasa takut...kuar dari bilik Dr. Seri, nurse kasi surat etc, i told Abi we better get everything ready for the baby by now, since i'm going to deliver in 2weeks time!! AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
Turns out, it's not that bad as i imagined it would be... :)
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