i don't know why i cannot sleep tonite. even d fact that i'm not feeling well (i constantly have this headache starts around 6pm, which lasts until early morning, plus i'm having flu n minor cough - i want to blame it to Aqilah, my 7 month's old niece for spreading that virus to me!! - luckily Aqeef is all right)
i was pumping away using my Avent manual, reading other people's blog, until i felt tired, and the milk stops flowing. (at night, my production decreases, mainly due to fatigue) i walked out of my room, towards the kitchen to store my EBM.
on my way back, i passed by my mom's room. Her light is still on - meaning she's not asleep yet. and her door was slightly opened, so i peeked in.
i saw her going through my old albums, from my childhood days, up to my university times, while humming songs i can't really recall....she looked so happy, so at peace, soo.... (i can't describe it........)
suddenly, i felt touched.
she's d kind of mother, who will always hide her true feelings, keep everything to herself, and is very2 "kedekut" is saying the "L" word in front of me. Although i know that she loves me tremendously, but she will never say it in front of me.
being her only daughter, i tend to follow her footsteps as well. for me, to express out my true feelings towards my mother and my brothers is very very very very very very (notice how many times i type very) difficult!!!
but, after the scene just now, something suddenly hit me: i will miss Aqeef too, when he grows up, someday....and i'll be the one, lying on my bed, looking back at all Aqeef's old photos, remembering our old sweet days together...the relationship, the bonding, the love....
i love my mother. it's because of her, i have the strength to be independent, able to stand on my two feet by myself, to be strong in any obstacles, able to do almost everything that i'm capable of doing right now...i'm soo proud and thankful to her...
Being a mother myself, now i understand how it feels to have a child, to care, to love, and to sacrifice for them, and i seriously wish, and hope, that someday, Aqeef will also say those things to me, and appreciate me, and love me, as much as i love him, as much as i love Abi, and as much as i love my mother.
Your Mother - by Yusuf Islam
The Prophet (SAW) told us that we must obey Allah and His messenger at all times but after that...
Who else did He tells us to listen to and be close to
Your mother!
Who should i give my love to? my respect and my honor to?
Who should pay good mind to?
After Allah?
And Rasullullah?
Comes your mother
Who next?
Your mother
Who next?
Your mother
And then your father
Cause who used to hold you and clean you and clothed you
Who used to feed you and always be with you
When you were sick stayed up all night
Holding you tight
That's right no other
My mother
Who should i take good care of
Giving all my love
Who should i think the most of
After Allah?
And Rasulullah?
Comes your mother
Who next?
Your mother
Who next?
Your mother
And then your father
Cause who used to hear you before you could talk
Who used to hold you before you could walk
And when you fell
Who'd pick you up
Clean your cut
No one but your mother
My mother
Who should i stay right close to
Listen most to
Never say no to after Allah?
And Rasulullah?
Comes your mother
Who next?
Your mother
Who next?
Your mother
And then your father
Cause who used to hug you and buy you new clothes
Comb your hair and blow your nose
And when you cried
Who'd wipe your tears
Knows your fears
Who really cares?
My mother
Say Alhamdulillah
Thank you Allah
Thank you Allah for my mother....
THANK YOU ALLAH FOR MY MOTHER.....
i was pumping away using my Avent manual, reading other people's blog, until i felt tired, and the milk stops flowing. (at night, my production decreases, mainly due to fatigue) i walked out of my room, towards the kitchen to store my EBM.
on my way back, i passed by my mom's room. Her light is still on - meaning she's not asleep yet. and her door was slightly opened, so i peeked in.
i saw her going through my old albums, from my childhood days, up to my university times, while humming songs i can't really recall....she looked so happy, so at peace, soo.... (i can't describe it........)
suddenly, i felt touched.
she's d kind of mother, who will always hide her true feelings, keep everything to herself, and is very2 "kedekut" is saying the "L" word in front of me. Although i know that she loves me tremendously, but she will never say it in front of me.
being her only daughter, i tend to follow her footsteps as well. for me, to express out my true feelings towards my mother and my brothers is very very very very very very (notice how many times i type very) difficult!!!
but, after the scene just now, something suddenly hit me: i will miss Aqeef too, when he grows up, someday....and i'll be the one, lying on my bed, looking back at all Aqeef's old photos, remembering our old sweet days together...the relationship, the bonding, the love....
i love my mother. it's because of her, i have the strength to be independent, able to stand on my two feet by myself, to be strong in any obstacles, able to do almost everything that i'm capable of doing right now...i'm soo proud and thankful to her...
Being a mother myself, now i understand how it feels to have a child, to care, to love, and to sacrifice for them, and i seriously wish, and hope, that someday, Aqeef will also say those things to me, and appreciate me, and love me, as much as i love him, as much as i love Abi, and as much as i love my mother.
Your Mother - by Yusuf Islam
The Prophet (SAW) told us that we must obey Allah and His messenger at all times but after that...
Who else did He tells us to listen to and be close to
Your mother!
Who should i give my love to? my respect and my honor to?
Who should pay good mind to?
After Allah?
And Rasullullah?
Comes your mother
Who next?
Your mother
Who next?
Your mother
And then your father
Cause who used to hold you and clean you and clothed you
Who used to feed you and always be with you
When you were sick stayed up all night
Holding you tight
That's right no other
My mother
Who should i take good care of
Giving all my love
Who should i think the most of
After Allah?
And Rasulullah?
Comes your mother
Who next?
Your mother
Who next?
Your mother
And then your father
Cause who used to hear you before you could talk
Who used to hold you before you could walk
And when you fell
Who'd pick you up
Clean your cut
No one but your mother
My mother
Who should i stay right close to
Listen most to
Never say no to after Allah?
And Rasulullah?
Comes your mother
Who next?
Your mother
Who next?
Your mother
And then your father
Cause who used to hug you and buy you new clothes
Comb your hair and blow your nose
And when you cried
Who'd wipe your tears
Knows your fears
Who really cares?
My mother
Say Alhamdulillah
Thank you Allah
Thank you Allah for my mother....
THANK YOU ALLAH FOR MY MOTHER.....
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