Alhamdulillah...rezeki dari Allah..

Abi tibe2 balik dari Pasir Gudang last Friday. it was an unexpected surprise! Sbb siryesly, time kat office, bila dah kul 5 tu, siryes rase down sgt2, sbb ingtkan abi xbalik umah...so aku pun purposely la balik umah subang lambat..supaya xla rasa sunyi sgt..

sampai subang, mama xmasak..plus dgn mood aku pun down, so tak mkn is a great idea to me..so aku pun spend masa dlm bilik, buat ape yg patut....

sampai waktu maghrib, aku solat..then tgk internet jap..then dgr azan isyak..ok, bgn solat balik..abis solat, aku decide nk ngaji sket...so ok...ngaji....aku dgr bunyi pagar dibukak, tp dgn assumption maybe mama kuar gi mane2 kot..surau probably??

n then, tibe2 aku dgn bunyi kat luar bilik aku. aku ingtkan papa. so aku wat tatau je...tibe2 pintu bilik dibukak, n betul2 kat depan tu, org yg aku amat2 rindu!! hah, ape lagi!!! terkam terus!!! (18SX ye....xperlu diexplain in detail over here!)

basically, im soo happy!

then, on sunday (smlm), abi ajak gi wat urine test kat pusrawi PJ. sbb aku dah miss period aku for 2weeks, tp bile cek pkai pregnancy test, result -ve...so bile pegi, still, as usual, buat urine test. i had a feeling that its not goin to work..tp dah abi beria-ia sgt, so aku pun layaaann je...

bila dipanggil masuk bilik doktor, doc kate tanda tu very dim. aku dlm hati "dah agak dah!!" tp aku diam je...pastu doc suh wat lagi skali test tu....so kitorg tunggu punye tunggu, skali turns out....

yes people, as expected by everyone, i am positive for pregnancy...baru 6 minggun, and my due date InsyaAllah on 30th March 2010. mase doc bgtau tu, aku mcm xpercaya!!! muka abi sudah berseri2...senyum sampai ke telinga!! tp aku?? aku jadi makin pening....mcm klakar pun ade gak...pastu doc suh itu ini, bla bla bla, then wat next appointment. kuar bilik doc je, aku dah gelak2 dah..siryes cam xpercaya...

so now im answering to all the questions asked by my friends : yes shairil, kite xsehat sebulan lebey sbb pregnancy ini, yes ham, akhirnya ada isi sebenar dlm perut aku selain cacing, roti, nasi, etc, yes aida shafina, akhirnya aku berjaya juga! (hanya kau yg memahaminya), n yes safuan, tekaanmu selama ini benar belaka...n thanks to deni, aidaya, & nik, sbb time aku batuk2 teruk kat office, korg layaann je..(wpun korg kecewa bile aku wat blood test for H1N1 and it turns out negative - konon nk kene quarantine, mls gi keje la tu...poodachait!!) and thanks to kak panah as well, sbb mengingatkan aku jgn jadi G. Shanti lagi (sbb aku jln laju gler, so for now, until the baby is born terpaksela jalan seayu n seslow mungkin)

but, the most important thing, is praise to Allah for giving us this gift...Alhamdulillah sgt2...next in line, Abi, for believing in me, and always by my side tru thick n thin, and to our family, sbb tade nk push2, sume pun rileks2 saja...sgt bersyukur....

cume skrg ni, aku doa byk2 supaya sumenyer berjalan dgn lancar, and aku sehat dari segala virus yg merbahaya....(Allah is there to protect me)..AMEEN... =D

p/S : i'll start writing to my baby on weekly basis, so that he/she can read his/her own life history!!! =)