To my beloved, handsome, adorable, awesome Hubby,
It breaks my heart, to see u in a very weak condition...setiap hari Abi mengadu penat, sakit belakang, stress, etc...and i couldn't do much over here while you are there, in Pasir Gudang..
and even you are in the not-so-good condition, you still drove every week, nearly 300km across few states, just to be back in my arms over the weekends...buat sy sgt terharu, and sgt sayang padamu....
but today, bila Abi kata Abi nearly accident sbb tertidur time driving sbb penat sgt, org dah cemas sgt2 dah...org takut anything happen to Abi, sbb org xleh nk bayangkan how my life would be without u....Tp Alhamdulillah, Abi selamat (cuma rim kete je, and of course poket kite yg tak selamat)
Plus, while we are on the phone, i was listening to your tired voice, and it truly broke my heart, until i cried..because i cannot listen to it anymore...i felt helpless...i dont know what to do...unless..........i told you not to come back to KL this weekend...and yet, you refused. you said you will still be coming back, but a bit late. that's all....
Kan ude penah ckp, Abi buat JB trip macam nk gi KL...mcm sgt dekat...padahal, i think your body cannot stand it anymore...and i personally think you should go and have an x-ray of your backbone..iyelah, asek duduk dlm kete je...postur badan pun xtentu betul lagi...takut effect pulak...
Sayang,
Org mmg suka sgt2 bila Abi balik KL, sbb org selalu sunyi kat sini..setiap hari org sunyi..and that is the biggest reason why i kept calling or texting you from time to time...tp org xmo Bi ulang alik JB-KL sampai effect ur health....and it matters to me most...coz i love you soo much, and i care for you more than i care for myself...
So please sayang...lets start to rotate...org sanggup naik bas gi JB every two weeks, kalau itulah yg diperlukan supaya Abi sehat semula....(regardless of my current and future condition), or kalau org dah xlarat sgt, a flight to JB once in a while wouldn't hurt, rite dear??
I love you so much, and im willing to sacrifice as much as u have sacrificed for me..That's a promise..and i'm sorry for being too emotional most of the time, but you did quite a good job in handling it...(still have room to improve though, both of us, i mean)*applause2*
Words cannot describe how much i miss you, how much i love you, and how badly i wish ur here with me....
With lots and tons of love,
Straight form the heart,
Bee.
Your lovely pretty wife.
sabar ye kak shima ;) i know im not in a corect postn 2 advice u. nonethels, as a fren, dats da only thin dat i can do, 2 supot u (even sp la sy ye ;p). my fren lg jauh jrk nye kak. sorg di kerteh, sorg di bintulu. so every two weks, she'll drive to kl, take a flite 2 swak.smpai sane, kne cr hotel lg cuz da hubby stays wif frens.hubby oso rotate la blk semenanjung. lg tough kn?nway, i'll always pray da best 4 u. insyaALLAH, soon akak ble stay sm ngan hubby akak neh. sbr skeeet je lg ;) aja2 fightg :D!!!!!
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