rasanya dah sgt lama aku tak berckp technical things, borak psl current issues, gossip bout artists or colleagues or anything..basically, nk ckp yg aku dah lama tade "real conversations" with a real people.
im turning into that "pompuan gila" mode again. but this "pompuan gila" mode is the emotional kind of "pompuan gila". tiba2 rasa emosi sgt, rasa mcm nk curl in a corner, cry myself out, and then feel sorry for urself, then rasa marah2, rasa nk nangis, etc (its all because of the hormones ok people - and maybe ade ciri2 anak bongsu sket - attention seeker)
bottom line, i felt drained inside. being the expressive type of woman, bila not being able to express my own feelings, tu yg rasa drained sgt2 ni. sampai dehydration hari ni ok!
nnt bila dah masuk keje, jadi issue lain pulak. too much technical discussions, sampai rasa nk cuti pulak..
manusia...xpenah rasa puas! (pang!!!!!!!!!!!!! TAMPAR diri sendiri)
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