Being only a part-time housewife for almost 2 weeks now, aku dah get used to it. At first, it was difficult, adjusting to everything - sleeping time Aqeef yg xmenentu, keje rumah yg byk (nasib baik xpayah basuh baju, kemas bilik, etc), nk masak, nk basuh baju Aqeef, nk prepare stok susu, etc...
for someone yg sgt malas memasak (dulu masa bujang paling rajin pn goreng nasi, or masak megi ok)...skrg boleh dikatakan pencapaianku agak baik la...(chewah....meng"up"kan diri sendiri pulak...hahaha)..ape taknyer, tiap2 hari masakkan utk Abi..aku jadi enjoy lak...hehe....
Ok, bayangkan, utk 2 minggu ni, aku dah masak sup ayam, tomyam campur, telur bistik, ayam masak merah, mi tomato, bihun goreng, speghetti bolognese, sayur campur & kailan goreng masin (ikan masin tade ok..it's the closest i can get to - hehe). OK la kan....dulu mane reti masak2 lauk ni...klu buat kek & biskut i reti la! :D
Tapi lepas 2 minggu, aku dah rasa selesa. Dah mula rasa malas nk masuk office (mainly disebabkan dg pelbagai benda yg aku kena selesaikan nnt - aarrgghh....dush dush dush pukul dinding) and aku rasa mcm nk jaga & didik anak sendiri, sampai dorg besar....
tp bila difikirkan balik, akan sgt rugi lah dgn apa yg aku usahakan selama ni, and aku xdapat nk practise...sayangla kan...
we'll see how long i can handle all those office politics..i dont mind the workload actually...its fun doing the static model, with the cool 3D images, etc...
& we'll see if my impian selama ini, boleh jadi kenyataan or not...(kawan2 geo, bukan impian nk bukak kelab karaoke dgn tonto2 berbadan besar itu ok!!!!! - exclaimation mark byk tu...sila ambil perhatian keseriusan hal ini..hehe)
kalau ada rezeki lain, for sure i'll resign from that company, insyaAllah...
for now, preparing myself mentally, physically nk balik office ni...(AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAaaa - tahap malas plg tinggi)
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