ok, the original story. Not in a good shape is referring to:
1. Me & the baby
The baby weight is about 1.5kg++, & with my originally small (ehem ehem) frame, it is quite difficult for me to move around nowdays. Plus with my history of broken pelvic bone, worsen it even more.
So, my original shape is still there, plus the big tummy extending to the front. So, dah xslim, dah xcantik, dah xseksi (perasan nyer.....)...wuwuwuuwuwu..... (tensen gak, ok!)
& dah xlarat nk buat kerja rumah, with Abg Aqeef around, & super needy, & sgtla attention seeker, makes it harder for me. nk masak pn dah xlarat sgt (still bole, dgn syarat sume bhn2 dh ready siap2, then campak je dlm kuali), nk basuh baju dgn tgn (dah xlarat dh), nk kemas bilik (bt mana yg termampu je...sapu?? sure xlarat. i ot for vacuuming je..tp xbersih, & ai xsuke!!!!)
& risau jugak, klu time dlm pantang nnt, sape nk tlg gosokkan baju abi, masakkan utk abi & aqeef, kemas rumah, etc...kesiannya kt dorg........... *dilema*
2. Aqeef
Aqeef sedang merindui abahnya sgt2, as i am writing this post. even dlm tido pn duk sebut "abbbaaahhh" & everything yg die point pn skrg ni, referring to abah...
klu tanya "Aqeef, mana kipas?" & he will point up to the fan, tp sebut "abah..abah..." aiseh....terlalu genius plk Aqeef Nahdan ni...
klu tanya, "Aqeef, knp xnak mkn ni? rindu abah ke?" & he will nod his head & answer "erm..erm.." then saje la nk trick die, ckp "Aqeef, abah dah pesan kt ummie suh Aqeef mkn, nnt abah blk nk main dgn Aqeef" & he will only looked at me & say "abah...abah...abah..."
Aiseh....
hasilnye, Aqeef semakin kurus, sbb dia mmg refuse nk mkn (AT ALL!!) asek asek susu je....risau ai tau! tp mak blk2 ckp Aqeef nk meringankan bdn die, sbb die dah nk berlari plk....
& i tot budak yg nk berlari, berjln perlukan lebih byk tenaga???so cane ni???
3. Abah
Things are not going on well for him right now. kitorg dah alomst 5 hari xdpt nk video call (naseb baik ade chat & phone lines, tp tu pn SUSAH nk dpt line....
mula2 tu, abah bz installing his equipments with his vendors....utk 3 hari working around the clock, i'm sure he's pretty exhausted..tp nk dijadikan cerita, ada plk equipment dia yg xbleh nk pkai, so vendor kene re-make it again, & it will took them around 4 weeks, sampai delivery date ke offshore...
4 weeks?? eh, itu dah dekat dgn my delivery date as well!!! ARGHHHH!!! ai yg emo kt sini ok!!!
& knowing Abi's nature of work, i couldn't push him too much...coz i've been in his situation years ago....practically i've been to the offshore, experienced the hethic schedule, dgn problems kt offshore vs org darat, etc....so saya xbole nk komen byk sgt...selain dari doa yg he will be there with me during my delivery...
klu turns out Abi terpaksa pegi offshore jugak, then i guess i'll be all alone in the labor room... xpela....klu mati nnt pn kene sorg2 jugak kn?? so better experienced it now...(ayat nk sedapkan hati sendiri)
Back to Abi's situation. Lack of sleep, too many workloads, tade masa nk beriadah...seriously, i pity him...but there's nothing much i can do for him...except tunggu Abi blk, & biarkan Abi rehat secukupnya...but with my current condition pulak....i guess the sacrifice baton will be with me all the time...& i don't really mind about it actually...
So, as you may have read, things are not going well for our family right now...i am praying hard to Allah, utk memudahkan segala urusan kami sekeluarga, & supaya kami semua sabar hadapi dugaan ini...
& hopefully, dugaan ni dpt merapatkan, & mengeratkan lagi hubungan kekeluargaan kami...
to Abi, no matter what happens, we will always be with you, because we love you, unconditionally, eternally...
:)
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